I stopped my fitness walk/run for a month. Summer is over, the kids are in school. I had some health issues that prohibited me from going. I started again yesterday, I went for my first Bollywood Shake class of the season. It was fun and disheartening at the same time. Watching myself in the mirror showed me I had a long way to go. Its not so much the weight, I still weigh the same 160 pounds, what I hate about my body is the jiggling. I feel so out of shape and unattractive. I have real issues with my belly. Anyway, I have to keep in perspective that its important to stick with it. I quit for health reasons that are now solved..so i'm not mad at myself, but I'm just feeling that sense of overwhelm as I look up at the tall mountain I plan to climb. Currently I am scheduled for exercise 3 times per week, with the option of going to two more classes during the day or going for a morning walk. There is still something unresolved with my time situation..A's preschool might change...hopefully all moving parts will stop moving by October and then I'll be in a schedule for the school year.
